peacefullove

And then there was peace February 12, 2008

Hello friends…..is spring coming soon…..?? I sooo look forward to green grass and warmer weather….I’m not trying to rush my life away but this cold is well COLD…….you know what I’m sayin……well life has been  going pretty good….I am taking a class at church that is really helping me ……I’m not sure if any of you have ever felt this way but sometimes I just feel like the devil is sitting on my shoulder screaming into my ear go this path…..say this unthoughtful word ….disconnect yourself from this person…don’t hear the word of God…..he would costantly say his path was easier and more fun…….I know it may sound strange…..but its true……so to push him away I am daily reading my bible and any books that bring me closer to understanding the REAL truth and forming a stronger relationship with him ( our heavenly father )…….and since being in Cross Current I have been able to get past some tough memories of my childhood…( the neglect,rejection,and abuse )…..and now I can say that I think the little red monster with the horns has left the area ( my shoulder next to my ear ) and I am reaching toward the sweet sound of Jesus…….and the peace throughout me feels nice…..calm…quiet…..I love that…..and ask that you pray along with me that this sticks with me forever……I don’t want to turn back……I am soooo done with all the anger and fear and feelings of unworthiness….!!!!…..I want to be strong and filled with courage to do the right things that will GLORIFY God..!